oh ya.. i almost forgot.. altho it's over 12mn... i jus wanna wish all daaaddies in de world....
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

yea.. even tho my dad's pissed at me and prob doesnt love me anymore since i'm de bitch of de family, spending all his $$$...
and yea.. he didnt even respond to de self-created Happy Father's Day msg i sent him. did u jus hear smthg lik a heart breaking? it's mine.
i love my dad, but tell me, does he hate me?


ON A SCALE OF 1 TO 10, RATE HOW WELL UR FAMILY LIFE IS NOW, WITH 1 AS THE WORST. MINE IS 1/10.
everyone spends $! spending on ur own children is (in chi) "tian jing di yi" wad? it's not lik i'm unreasonable. but dey keep emphasizing my wrongs and TOTALLY ignore de times i was a gd daughter. everything say "not guai". spend $ go cut hair also say not guai (excuse me, YOU were de one who asked ME to go, i didnt want to, even so it's not lik i spend $100 on my hair, it's only a freaking $10), then start complaining abt how LAST TIME when i was young i'd let u cut my hair and save alot of $. so dat's ur version of "guai"? being stingy wif $? F. u tink i'll dare to step outta de house if u cut my hair now?! dun be riduculous, de mushroom head is not in fashion now. unless u're a hairdresser. then u cont abt how my younger bro saves $ for transport since pri 4 cos he started taking de public bus when in my time i cud ride de sch bus.. F. i took public bus too in my final yr AND i walked to and fro sch for 4yrs in IJ. go slap urself.
everything's u did wrong here, u didnt help there. k, jus dig out all my faults and treat me lik shit. and no, u dun even feel sorry for hurting me. i alredi compromised to hav my allowances cut to PAY U BACK FOR DE DAMN HP. i can even starve to death if u want. i can also die if u say so, yea, right in front of u. jus bcuz i'm not 21 and not considered an adult in UR eyes doesnt mean i get abused by all ur insults. i'm a human being for G-d's sake. and jus bcuz u're pmsing/going thru menopause gives u de right to scream in my ear 1 sec and love me de other. i cant adapt to this kind of on-off so-called-affection u give ur daughter.

and dun ever, EVER, start treating me lik any of those F-ing shitty relatives. i will leave for gd, i SWEAR.